I Hope You Know...

I hope you know what is happening in my life right now, Mom. You're the first person I wanted to call. Not having you here to share these moments with is really hard, because I know how happy and excited you would have been. I hope you can see us from where you are, and that even though our baby won't be fortunate enough to know you, you'll know him/her. I hope you'll pray for me from Heaven that this little baby inside me grows healthy and strong over the next several months. I know it's going to get harder not having you here for each milestone, especially when I go to the hospital where you watched so many babies be born at work, to have my own. I will miss you the most when that day comes. But I really hope you will be there with me in spirit. I know you will. I love you so much.